10/7/25
11:21am
today is hard
10/24/25
11:09am
I am sick today and my mom offered to come over to watch Rosebud and it is such a huge help. Resting is stupidly making a huge difference. Took a hot shower and feel much better.
Feeling crummy but okay when on Tylenol. When it starts to wear off is when it feels scary. Whole body radiating achiness, can’t catch my breath, can’t focus on anything other than the pain and how bad it feels.
My pubic bone pain is also insane today, like yesterday. It hurts to walk. My body is producing too much relaxin for this pregnancy and it essentially won’t go away until I have the baby, so that’s dandy.
I want the new baby to cook as long as possible, and I don’t feel ready for her to be here quite yet, but I am so looking forward to moving through the world and my life with my normal body again.
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